The pain thats building up inside me,
is everything that you will never want.
Thoughts that slip through my mind as you pass,
making me splinter with anger,
then i fall.
Your look kills,
wanting to kill in me.
The smell, thought, look, name:
drives my adrenaline wild.
I feel hurt, sad, and angry all at once,
not wanting to be here anymore,
then i fall.
Slipping of my mind, deepening of my breathe,
my heart throbbing through my chest.
But the knife just will not slip through the skin.
A part of me not letting it go through,
then i fall.
To the floor, no air, no one to run to me.
I give up and not know what to do.
Until its t